We met each other so early in life.
#ihop :) (Taken with instagram)
Perfect for such a toasty day #starbucks#cookiecrumble (Taken with instagram)
of losing you forever.
and in the blink of an eye, it’s like everything’s changed.
#sephora #hellokitty (Taken with instagram)
no matter how much you try to push me down, i’ll still care.
i know i left you, but is this temporary or permanently? there’s so much of life left. does this mean i stopped caring for you, or have i always cared since the beginning? does this mean i stopped loving you? can you read me at all, you know me better than anyone.
life wasn’t in our favor.
it wasn’t our time.
don’t waste your breath trying to tell me twice.
i.get.it.
right now, i can still say i don’t regret my decision. i do regret how we ended, how i acted, how i was such in a rush to want to move on with life. but i don’t regret being with him.
let’s face it, we both lost opportunities. it’s not like it was all my fault, or all your fault. my mind was so set on just ending everything, that life just fell apart shortly after.
you always find a way to get into my mind. i can honestly say it’s such a nostalgic feeling. it hurts, cuz i do miss you, but life just wasn’t in our favor at the time. i miss hanging out with you, talking to you, being on the phone with you, all that stuff. i still think about it now. i still get random glimpses of our past. our memories make me happy. i’d never try to erase them, no matter how much it hurts me to keep them.
and i can tell you, if sometime in the future, that opportunity does come again, i’d take it.
i know i made my fair share of mistakes. i don’t know what got over me. i don’t know why i didn’t try harder. i don’t know why i just gave up on us. it’s not like me to do any of that. but i fell apart, i wanted to break away from that cycle i thought i couldn’t escape. i wanted to break away from the norm. no more emotional breakdowns. no more tears.
i’ve hurt you so much. nothing i could do then would’ve stop you from hurting. i was being such a terrible part of your life, that i just ran away from everything. i know i’m the one at fault.
…i wish you could’ve skipped down memory lane with me…
one.last.time.
… But until then, best of luck what life has to offer :]
I miss and love you. And I always will
whether it’s in your thoughts, or in your dreams.